February 2021

Rickie Traeger: My Mom Passed Away From Cancer ;(

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I write this blog with a heavy heart.

I lost my mom to cancer on Wednesday February 17th 2021 at 10:52 pm.

She went to the ER on January 29th for a broken arm, and found out she had cancer.

And a short time later she passed away from cancer.

F**k Cancer!!!

I am beyond heartbroken.   I thought it was rough with my dad when he passed away in 2014.  The death of my mom was waaaaaaaaaaaay rougher! I always thought my mom was going to live forever.

She was my rock, she was my superhero, she was a 2nd mom to many, she was my mom.

And for God to take her away from me, words can not describe how I feel.

I am thankful she was able to say her goodbyes to many and she was surrounded by love as she passed.

I ask that you keep my family in your thoughts and prayers during this very difficult time.

I hope any pray that my mom was able to see the other side, like I did ~ http://rickietraeger.com/my-near-death-experience-nde/

I can’t explain what happened to me. But I do know it happened. And I hope my mom had a similar experience.

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Rickie Traeger: 2/7/2021 Blog

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Rickie Traeger

So here it is midnight on Saturday, and I figured I would blog for a few minutes. 

My mom goes in for surgery on Monday, so keep her in your thoughts and prayers, please!

Now the frigid temps are here 🙁   30 below zero wind chills.  I guess there is one positive side to it, it is February so we won’t have to deal with winter too much longer.  Thank God.

So, I been toying around with the idea of going to church again.  I pray and read the bible. But I kinda want a guidance. I used to get private bible lessons awhile back ago. I do not want to attend church, but I want to find someone who can teach me the bible and religion. I guess I could just youtube it, lol.  I know many churches are doing virtual stuff these days, so it is a good time to do it virtually.  I guess if there was one positive thing about covid, it would be we learned we can all work and many things from home these days.  And one of those, is going to church from home.

I am going to kick back and toss on some headphones and turn up some music from youtube or spotify.

Hope everyone stays safe and warm. Keep my mom in your thoughts and prayers for her surgery on Monday!








Rickie Traeger: 2/6/2021

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Rickie Traeger

So here it is 1 week away from when I found out my mom has cancer. (1/29/2021)

I have been researching a lot on the topic. I never really had to deal with a cancer situation before. I guess the closest I came, was with my horoscope sign, lol.  Sorry, just trying to think positive and make a joke there, lol. My dad passed away from diabetes.  I know some who passed  away from covid.  But never have I had to deal with this cancer situation.

I know my mom is a strong person. Very strong willed and independent.  She is a fighter.

We are hoping for the best.

Please, please, please keep my mom in your thoughts and prayers.

I do not want to lose my mom to cancer.

Please, if there is a God, please take her cancer away!!!








Rickie Traeger: Feb 1st 2021

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Rickie Traeger

 

I apologize.

Many have been waiting for me to blog again.

I have gotten some horrible news since I last blogged.

I haven’t been in the mood to blog much.
Well, I guess I should rephrase that. I don’t know what to say…

I won’t say much, other than to keep my mom in your thoughts and prayers.
If there is a God, now is the time to be praying hard to him.  

So I apologize now, that I honestly don’t know if I will be in the mood to blog much or not.

All I ask, is pray hard for my mom.

Fuck Cancer
Fuck Diabetes
Fuck Covid