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So I have been thinking a lot about my NDE a lot lately.   

I have no idea why, but over the last few weeks I have been thinking about my NDE experience.   Take for granted there is not a day that goes by that I do not think about it.  But lately I been thinking a lot more about it.

I have been thinking about how there is the possibility of the afterlife.  I can not explain my experience. I can only tell you what happened to me. I do not expect people to believe it. It is a hard thing to wrap your head around.  But I know I experienced it.  So all I ask is, that you keep an open mind.

I been thinking about the experience.   About what happened and how to explain it.  In all honesty I have no idea how to explain it.  You just have to experience it, to understand it.  And I do not want anyone to go through that.

But I sit here and think about things and the possibilities that may exist.  So, theoretically if we all die and if there is an afterlife or do we become ghosts.

I have always struggled with the idea of religion and God, since the experience.   Before my NDE experience, I did not really believe in God and the afterlife.  Frankly I just laughed at anyone who said otherwise.

After I had my NDE, I do believe there is SOMETHING that happens.  I struggle to try to comprehend if there is a God? Are angels real, what was that I encountered? Is it all just in our heads? When we die do we really have this new experience or is it just something that goes in in our brains? I mean there is a lot about the human brain we have to learn. So is a NDE another plane of life, a mental image, just what is it?

I struggle asking myself if there really is a God.  Why would God do some stuff that he does? And then how do you explain a NDE and my experience?   I don’t really know how to explain what happened, but it did.

I have been finding myself questioning God.  And I have no idea why I been thinking about my NDE a lot more here recently, when I haven’t thought about the NDE for awhile.  Yes, I think of it daily but nothing like to this in depth.

You know what I should do, is find some other people that have had their own NDE.
And ask them how they feel and to hear their stories and feelings.
I think it would be good to hear other peoples NDE.

If you or someone you know has had a NDE, please take a minute and contact me.