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My site is just that, my personal space. You will get to know me and read my blogs. I am a very open person that doesn’t hold back. I am a firm believer and using my first amendment of freedom of speech. What I post on my website, does not reflect back on Rockford Scanner, Trigger Photography or anything else I do. It is my personal space to post how I feel and express my personal feelings. 

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Funny to see how some turn on ya very quickly, when all sides of the story were not told. And how much hatred has become from this, towards me, because my side has not yet been told. If people only knew……………………………………………….

All the love and support through this time, is awesome!!! THANK YOU!!!

I have made the personal decision to step away for awhile.

Thank you for your support and understanding.

 

See you have to look at the big picture.
A smart man plans ahead ;)

  • Live by your mottos
  • Listen to your heart
  • React to your gut

My Very 1st Hamfest

 

I was able to experience my first hamfest this morning.  This was my first hamfest.  For those of you who do not know what this is, it is a get together for ham radio operators and others involved in similar things like ham radio.  Basically a huge flea market and get together of ham radio operators.

I pulled an all nighter and met a friend out there.  I didn’t know what to expect. I did know one thing, it was cold as hell outside! When I arrived there, they had just opened. So not many people were setup yet.  I had one thing in focus to buy, that was LMR-400 wire!  I met up with my friend and walked around awhile. I had fun. I got to see what older radios looked like and how far technology has come over the years in the hobby. Was definitely neat to see. I was able to see an older test tube tester, old crystal scanners, to almost any type of adapter you can think of for radios. I however did not find my LMR-400 wire that I was looking for :(   I did get to meet people I talk to on the radio and am now able to put faces to their voices.

I stayed there for about 3 hours. I pulled an all nighter and was very tired. So I left early. I wanted to stay longer and watch the demonstrations, but I was exhausted. Overall, I had fun and was able to experience my very first hamfest and look forward to attending next years.

Aug 30th Blog

 

Sorry i have not blogged in awhile. I have been taking the loss of my dad extremely hard.  I am just now getting back in the jist of things once again.  My dad meant the world to me. The one person I loved most in this world was taken from me. I miss him dearly.  I would give anything, anything to have him back once more. I have been trying to look at things in a positive way. When we were at the visitation there was a lot of people that showed up. And I got to see and also hear the overwhelming amount of people he has met over the years and also the good and funny and positive stories everyone had to share about my dad.  That is making things easier for me to cope with. I still cry everyday and think about him a lot.  But I realize he is in a better place now, no more suffering and chilling with everyone while looking down upon us.  One day we will see each other again.  One day……   CryCryCryCry

R.I.P. Dad, I Will Always Love You!

My Dads Visitation is tonight at 6 PM – 9 PM
At Honquest Funeral Home at 4311 N Mulford Rd, Loves Park, IL
(On Mulford, between Riverside and Windsor)

More info and obituary ~ http://www.honquestfh.com/obits/obituary.php?id=615692

Please take a minute and sign the condolence guestbook on their website

I want to say a few things about my dad publicly.

I first want to say thank you to everyone. It is awesome to see the overwhelming support during this very difficult time. THANK YOU!!!

We had many great times together. From fishing, to pranks, to laughing and his great sense of humor. I will definitely miss his laugh and smile. The times we would bet the horses and lottery and play bingo. We had our Bears and Packers rivalry during the football season. And just the times of sitting back and relaxing and just talking and watching tv. He had many jokes and made everyone laugh. My dad was a strong man in many ways. He was there for everyone when we needed someone, especially a shoulder to lean on and an ear to listen. He taught me many things in life. He was my dad, my mentor, my best friend. My dad, is truly a great man indeed. He has touched so many people lives over the 55 years and married to my mom for 35 years. He spoiled my daughters like crazy and loved them with all his heart and soul. God has taken a special angel.

I was blessed enough to be able to be holding my dads hand as he passed away on life support. He has always been there for me. And I was there for him. I held his hand and looked into his eyes and all I could say is “I Love You” his heartbeat raised when he saw me. I wanted to say so much more to him, but all I could say to him was how much I loved him. He was trying to pull through, but it just didn’t happen. God took my dad from me. I was looking my dad in the eyes and holding his hand, as he passed away on life support. I am blessed to have had that chance. But it is really hard. It is hard to know the one person I love and cared about most in life, my dad, my best friend, is truly gone.

Dad, I love you with all my heart and soul. My heart aches deeply as I write this. I am trying to be strong, but I just can’t. I miss you so much.

Tonight is the last night I will see you and it hurts so bad knowing this. But deep down I know you are still there, in our hearts and in our minds. I would give anything, anything, just to have you back even for a few minutes!

Dammit why does god have to take those we love???

Dad, I will ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER & BEYOND!!!

I want to thank everyone who tried to save my dads life that day. From the Metro Ambulance staff, to the LPPD, to the staff at the Swedish American E.R.

And I want to thank the Honquest Funeral Home as well.

My dad has many friends over the years and knows so many people. I am happy to know that he was there for many people over the years and has touched so many peoples lives. My dad had a heart of gold. And everyone that had the opportunity to have met him, can vouch for that. I know that words can not describe how many people are suffering from the loss of my dad. I know my dad is looking down upon us all and having a good time up there in heaven.

God, I ask that you take good care of my dad. Because he took good care of us all down here on earth. Spread your wings dad, and fly high!!!

Dad, I will ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER & BEYOND!!!

R.I.P. Dad, I Will ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER AND BEYOND

 

I normally dont post my true deep down feelings on here. I usually bottle them up and never show or let my feelings out. But I am going to open up a bit.

I first want to say thank you to everyone, it is awesome to see the support from everyone! Words cant describe how that feels and means to me. I look forward to seeing you guys on Monday night at my dads visitation.

I will be honest, I am a fucking wreck. I cant even believe I am writing this. I will probably delete this soon lol. But yeah, I am trying to be strong, but it is hard. My body is numb, my heart literally aches.

I was blessed enough to be able to be holding my dads hand as he passed away on life support. He has always been there for me. And i was there for him. I held his hand and looked into his eyes and all I could say is “I Love You” his hearbeat raised when he saw me. I wanted to say so much more to him, but all I could say to him was how much I loved him. He was trying to pull through, but it just didn’t happen. God took my dad from me. I was looking my dad in the eyes and holding his hand and gave him a kiss on the forehead, as he passed away. I am blessed to have had that chance. But it is really hard. It is hard to know my dad, my best friend, is truly gone.

Why does god have to take those we love? Why cant I just have my dad back? I want my dad back! Just even for a bit. I want to be able to talk to him and hold him. God dammit why!!!

We had many great times together. From fishing, to pranks, to laughing and his great sense of humor. I missed his laugh and smile. I remember sneaking him candy and pop when he wasnt supposed too. The times we would play the horses and lottery and even bingo. We had our Bears and Packers rivalry during the football season. And just the time of sitting back and relaxing and just talking and watching tv. My dad, is truly a great man indeed. He has touched so many people lives over the 55 years and married to my mom for 35 years. He spoiled my daughters like crazy and loved them with all his heart and soul.

I am writing this with tears pouring down so I apologize if theres any typos.

My dad was a strong fighter. The doctors said this should have happened many years ago. We are all truly blessed to have my dad around this long. Many great times indeed. I would give anything, anything, to have him back just for an hour!

Dad, I love you with all my heart and soul. My heart aches deeply as I write this. I am trying to be strong, but I just can’t. I miss you so much.

Once again, I want to thank everyone for the support and look forward to seeing you on Monday night.

I Will ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER AND BEYOND

 

My Dads Visitation is Monday night at 6 PM -9 PM
At Honquest Funeral Home at 4311 N Mulford Rd, Loves Park, IL
(On Mulford, between Riverside and Windsor)

More info and obituary ~ http://www.honquestfh.com/obits/obituary.php?id=615692

 

 

Censorship at its best…

Getting real old, that is all I have to say.

And I am sure many people can agree with this.

 

 

How the hell they going to sit there and say Tony Stewart did that on purpose?
I watched the video. #1 My Ward should have NEVER gotten out of the vehicle and did what he did during a race. #2 That did NOT look intentional.

My heart goes out to Mr Ward and my thoughts and prayers are with his family and friends.  Always sad hearing a driver passing away.

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